Merry Christmas everyone!

It's Christmas day and it's partially blizzarding outside reminding every one of us that it is definitely a white Christmas. I'm awake this early for reasons unknown. This past week I've usually woken up around sometime in the afternoon but today, I'm up and about at around 9 am. It's amazing cause honestly, I was talking to my boyfriend yesterday from 12:01 am till around 1:41 am.

But anyways, I'm blogging not because of the presents I got, I'll blog about them later. I'm blogging about the dream I had. It's a dream I don't even know why I dreamt. As you read you might laugh, and don't worry, I want you too! Because I know that this dream is weird.

The dream started with me and Vincent walking to his house in the cold, there wasn't that much snow but I guess that's my ideal winter weather. Anyways, we got to his house and warmed up there, we just sat on his couch talking about the future and it was actually pretty calming.

The next bit however, is something I don't understand.

I'm standing in my school near the doors, but it doesn't really look like my school because the inside layout (walls and ceiling) is just like the swimming pool that's near Maples (Maples Swimming Pool?). And I have these small silver metal marbles in my pocket and apparently a sheet of paper, to which I hold the paper horizontally a few inches above the floor and scan around the room. I stop every now and then when a faint glow is on the paper and I place a marble on the floor where I see the paper glowing. I stop after at least 4 marbles are on the ground and I take a step back to where I was originally standing.
You know in those shooter video games like C.O.D. they give you a radar and where people show up there's those little glowing spots? Well apparently, that's what I just did and the marbles on the floor tell me exactly how far my friends are. And I guess I was partially psychic in my dream because I'd text my friend Jherome and I'd hear his response? Not get it back as a text. But I'd actually hear it in his voice in my head? Well basically he tells me that we're going to meet up and we do.

Next scene takes place in the backyard of Collicutt Elementary School. Me and Jherome are just sitting and talking when all of a sudden two people show up. One of them is a girl, with long hair styled like this;



(...except it was black.)

But anyways! The person she was with was Jon Gucci, and for some reason or another she gave him a weird look and said, "loser" and ran off. In which he started dancing in place singing "Sexy Back"... Oh yeah, and he was holding a hair straightener which was on. It caught me off guard, but it was actually funny too.

P.S. - The girl turned out to be Hazel.

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Next on the list...

What I got for Christmas was;
-PSP (1000 gen)
-Nokia Xpressmusic cellphone (other one broke)
-$100+ Hair straightener (VERY nice)
-New Winter Jacket
-Legend of Zelda: Spirit Tracks

New game?

So, over the weekend I learned a new game from my brother's friends.
I'm not exactly sure what the name of the game was but I think it was called something like, "Fuck you"? I dunno, maybe.

But anyways, the rules of the game are simple.

Ace - I never...
2 - Give 2.
3 - Take 1, give 2.
4 - Categories.
5 - Rhyme time.
6 - Rule card.
7 - Numbers.
8 - Fuck you.
9 - Story time.
10 - Draw.
Jack - Thumb game.
Queen - Girls drink.
King - Boys drink.

Volver A Comenzar

So, it's already been a year since I first blogged and I have had so much fun typing out all of these past blogs. So much has happened in this year and I noticed how fast the days go by. I'm not sure when I'll stop writing in this blog whether it be in a month, a year, or several years even. But I know that with this, I'll always remember the good days and the hardships that I went through in this little chapter of my life.

"Worse? Or Better?"

Okay so, first off....

apologies again, about not blogging in such a long time...

But boy do I have much to tell you...

So today, I guess you can call it a moment of clarity but I had the weirdest dream that made me realize... Because of my fondness of my relationship, I've started to lose the closeness I've had with one of my best friends. It's sad but I can guess why I haven't been able to hang out with him in awhile.

I miss him. Not my boyfriend but my close friend.
I used to be able to talk about everything with him and we were close friends since before I went out with my boyfriend. But lately, I haven't seen my friend around for a long time. We might go for a bike ride with everyone else tomorrow but it might be cold outside. But hopefully it won't be? Haha. Wishful thinking.

Oh, also. The reason why I'm still up this late at night?

Waiting for my boyfriend to call. He said he'd call me yesterday. He didn't. But today was no school so I thought he'd call me today at least. Again. Wishful thinking.

Seriously, I'm really happy that me and him have been together for a year and some already but... We recently had a phone conversation a few days ago that got me upset. He basically told me that he needed help with what I liked or what I wanted for a gift.

But, haven't we been together for a year?

In that year shouldn't he know what I like and don't like?
Especially without the help of others?

It really bothered me because it seemed like, in that year, I was the only one paying attention.

I know that he likes video games.
I know that he likes the game character Kirby.
I know that he likes the colour green.
I know that he hates it when people stuff his mouth with words he didn't say.
I know so much more to the point that finding gifts are easy but finding good enough gifts are much more challenging, but possible!

He should know that I like ANY TYPE of jewelry or anything cute or sweet!
He should know that my favourite game character is Sonic!
He should obviously know my favourite colour is red! It's been a year!
He should know that I absolutely hate zombies!
It's been a year and yet he asks people who don't even know me that personally what he should give me? That really hurts.

Ya know, he doesn't even have to buy me something, he could make it. I would still be happy if he did, why would I not be happy? And even if he did buy me something, I don't care if it's a $0.25 ring from a vending machine or a $300 necklace. I'd be happy with either or.

He should at least, make an effort in searching for a gift I'd like...

"When Moon's Reaching Out Stars"

Hello hello!

It's been since forever since I last posted isn't it? I'm really sorry, truthfully I've been out of ideas of what to post about. So, well, I guess I'll start with the things I missed.

I'm in grade 12 now!
Yes! That's right, it's officially my last year in high school.

It's kinda sad that after this last year, I won't be able to see my friends everyday, or be able to keep in touch with other friends or anything. We take school for granted and want it to be over as soon as possible, but when it ends and we're all "grown up" we always look back at those days don't we? Once these days are over, we won't be able to fall back into a place where we know our friends will eventually show up one by one, whether it be the library, or the cafeteria.
So my words of wisdom?

Cherish these days of being a highschooler. Even if you feel like it's been a bad day and you're just stressed from homework, loved ones, family, friends, teachers, anything. You'll still be able to look back and say, "haha, I can't believe that ever happened".

High school years are the ones that you most likely will ever feel embarrassment, frustration and humiliation. But at the same time, you'll experience love, happiness and joy.

I took school for granted right from the start to waaaay past the middle, but now that I realize that I'm in my last senior year of high school. I feel hesitant and even depressed that these days will come to an end. And once they're gone, we'll have to "grow up" and move on.