Okay, okay. These are one of those days where I'm friggin pissed.
So I'm just gonna rant off these feelings okay?
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.....okay, WHAT THE HELL?! STOP IT WITH YOUR STUPID MESSAGES THAT ARE CONFUSING ME! I SERIOUSLY DON'T KNOW WHETHER OR NOT TO BE HAPPY AT TIMES OR JUST PLAIN PISSED OFF.
You're happy.
I'm happy.
You go work on something.
I support you.
You kiss me.
I'm extremely happy.
You're happy.
I'm happy.
You tell me you'll be online (after such a long time).
I wait patiently.
You're not online.
I go on Ragnarok Online.
You're not on RO.
I still wait.
Your friend tells me you're on RO.
I check msn to see if you're on there too.
You're not.
I bait you by telling him that I say hi.
You respond the same way.
I'm confused you don't talk to me yourself.
You log in to a character- my character knows.
I wait for you to say hi.
You don't.
I still wait, confused.
You don't say a thing.
I'm wondering what could be wrong.
You log out unexpectedly.
I ask your friend why you logged out.
Your friend tells me you went to bed.
I'm shocked. Confused. Frustrated. Disappointed...
There's too many emotions to name them all.
What's the point of telling me you're going to be online and getting my hopes up if we're not gonna talk? Did you just kiss me to shut me up? What the hell are you thinking? I don't understand your feelings!
What am I supposed to think when you do things like this?!?!
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4 comments:
gezz girl easy easy ...you really need to re-think everything to make things simple you gotta think "ARE YOU REALLY" happy with everything. emotions are really a deadly thing. to break it down if its about a relationship its give and take but if you are not happy with it and there is a crack in it you can ether fix it or make it bigger so in this case I know its none of my concern or issue just me saying my two cents. But if one can not be honest with the other then one is truely self-centred and really isn't honest with themself you really don't need those kind of people in your life
You know,
i'm no whiz at this stuff
but what i do is, when i get overwhelmed with all the emotions i feel, then i go something drastic and i make sure no one EVER forgets it. ESPECIALLY when im mad.
"When the going gets tough,
kick some ass"
Im gonna tell you to break up with your boyfriend. But im gonna say that, maybe you should take some time to map out all the great things in him, and why your with him. Then figure out what things in him you feel he can do better at. I know you've tried time and time again to make this work. I know most of the time, it doesnt go completely as planned. Maybe your boyfriend isnt treating you up to par. Maybe this relationship is too complicated and your not ready for it yet.
Who knows?
You've got a massive brain and an even bigger determination drive.
I know you can sort things out. It may not go the way you want it but it always works out in the end.
The big problem is.
He doesn't tell me anything! I don't know what he's thinking, and I don't know to what extent that he likes me!
It's driving me crazy.
then that's just cruel You really don't need that from him. it's ether you whip him into shape and make him talk or just kick em the curve a realtionship is about understanding one another and knowing how each feels. Think its time to give him "we need to talk" speech
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