"What shall we do today? What shall we do?"

Today is a monday, and of course I'm at school and it's my spare. I'm quite confused. Maybe it's just my selective seeing (haha)?? My friend- or maybe soon to be ex-friend- well, I thought he waved to me? Maybe not, maybe he was just saying hi to my boyfriend.

Ah, oh well. Whatever happens, happens.

Man, I'm bored.

I'm back again.

Yup, new layout, new song and new feelings. No, no, me and my boyfriend didn't break up or anything like that. I just feel... rejuvenated? Maybe that's the word I'm looking for, maybe not. It's been sunny for a few days now and I feel like everything's picking up. My life, my school work, everything. I'm gonna try my best, and hopefully. I'll move forward more in everything too.

Just like this song.


"Where did the weekend go", I say to Steve
as the elevator opens, on the seventh floor of hell.
Served up a coffee, now I'm half-awake
start to wander through my email, getting cozy in my cell.

One, two, three, four, five more hours.
Crush my soul and send me flowers.
Take me home, where I can be myself again.

Someday,
monday I'll sleep in till noon and stay out late.
And live the life I want, I know
one day,
I'll leave this dark grey cubicle behind...
if the rent could still get paid.

Tried to be different, wore stripe socks today
I think that everybody noticed, heard them talking in the hall.
You know those muffins on Todd's desk, well I better hurry now and get one...
Guess I'll have to miss that call.

One, two, three, four, five more hours.
Sing my love songs in the shower.
Brush my teeth, try to plan my get away.

Someday,
monday I'll sleep in till noon and stay out late.
And live the life I want, I know
one day,
I'll leave this dark grey cubicle behind...
if the rent could still get paid.

The Dental plan, serves me well
love my ergonomic chair, steady pay
but I never seem to say,
"I've been wasting too much time!
I don't wanna be there!"

Someday!
Monday I'll sleep in till noon and stay out late.
And live the life I want, because
one day!
I'll leave this dark grey cubicle behind,
Things are gonna be different!

Someday!
Monday I'll sleep in till noon and stay out late.
And live the, live the life I want!
One day!
I'll kiss this dark grey cubicle goodbye...
goodbye...
goodbye...

If the rent will still get paid.

Where did the weekend go?
I've been wasting too much time!
Where did the weekend go?

Where did the weekend go?
I've been wasting too much time!
Where did the weekend go?

Good morning everyone.

Yup, that's right. It's 7:26 am on a Monday and I'm awake. Actually, I was awake an hour ago... an hour and-- 11 minutes ago haha.


I don't know what to expect today as to how several people want to talk to me, or wanted to for a while and I gave them opportunities to be able to for a few days now, but neither of them has stepped up. I was talking about it to a friend and she brought up how when I'm angry I'm scary and hard to approach. I don't think I'm like that. But then again, several people can agree with that statement, my sister included.


It is now 7:30 am-- 31 am. Yes it took me 4-5 minutes to type that tiny paragraph... maybe less than a paragraph. And yes I keep glancing at the clock. I have school so I'm probably gonna have to get ready soon. I dunno. I feel like going to school uber early today. To clear my mind maybe?


Not sure.



Well, I'm not exactly sure of what exactly...(wow, just said the same word twice) but I know I need the time this morning to just... Have peace and quiet? In a totally desolate school? At least before people start swarming into the halls and whatnot.


That reminds me. :\
I don't even know if I have Biology or a spare in the morning. :\
Umm, I think I might have a spare. But I most likely have biology.


Oh well, I'll find out when I get to school and either way I'll blog more/edit this blog and write more stuff.


It's 7:37 am in Winnipeg, high of 9° and low of -2°. Snowing... but I think it stopped.
It'll probably come back anyways.

Dress warmly, don't slip,
and don't let the wind mess your hair.



Take care everyone,

--Ophelia.

"This pain in my heart feels familiar..."

Haah, been awhile right?

So, it's been since FORREEEEVER since I last posted in here and I'm pretty sure it's not gonna be my last.

Hey, how are you guys? Did you miss me? Did anything great happen?
Well, me and my boyfriend are doing great, but besides that,

So much for fucking promising me huh? I can't believe, I trusted you. I should have learned the first time you broke my promise, ya know, the one in grade 7? It was you, to that guy, to the entire class. But now it's you, to that girl, to who knows what now.

I shouldn't be suprised ya know? Cause this happened before?

But you know what else?


I am surprised.


Cause I knew this could happen but you know what?! I bet on your better half.


And I got burned.