Haah, been awhile right?

So, it's been since FORREEEEVER since I last posted in here and I'm pretty sure it's not gonna be my last.

Hey, how are you guys? Did you miss me? Did anything great happen?
Well, me and my boyfriend are doing great, but besides that,

So much for fucking promising me huh? I can't believe, I trusted you. I should have learned the first time you broke my promise, ya know, the one in grade 7? It was you, to that guy, to the entire class. But now it's you, to that girl, to who knows what now.

I shouldn't be suprised ya know? Cause this happened before?

But you know what else?


I am surprised.


Cause I knew this could happen but you know what?! I bet on your better half.


And I got burned.

"I cry"

"Words penetrate into everybody's soul
And yes, I was a victim of your words
You suddenly, said you loved me
You were a fool to say such words

I try, to dry my eyes that have no tears
Whatever you say, I can't rely
I can only imagine your just like those people

Who try to break me down
Who try to scratch my dignity away
I don't understand why

So tell me why!
you think you're any different from them all

Can't you see?!
that I don't need any love from anyone

I only trust!
myself and the truth is...



...you're really all I want."

"Pffft. That could've gone better."

Hey, yup, not crying anymore. Not mad either.......ish.

So recently at school, I've been getting extra help and geez, I thought I was bad at Chemistry and now that I have Math Precal 11 and Biology in the same semester... It's not going well, I don't know wh-- okay. I know why.

Okay first of all, just to let you know.

Ms. Gill my math teacher?.... I DON'T UNDERSTAND ANYTHING SHE'S SAYING!! SERIOUSLY! I "REALLLLY" NEED HELP IN LEARNING IT.
Ms. Hutchinson's helping me with that so I'll try and stand my ground in precal.

Second of all...

SINCE WHEN DID BIO GET HARDER THAN CHEM?! LIKE...... FFFFFFFUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!

"Why can't I stop crying?"

"I don't remember crying this hard in a long time..."

"I'm not sure why I called, I guess I really just wanted... to talk to you."

"And I was thinking maybe later on, we could get together for awhile.
It's been such a long time and I really did miss your smile."